Why am I so willing to die?
Questioning me means you don't understand,
Your eyes are pleading as you reach out your hand,
Closing the distance won't matter at all,
For inside I'm broken I can't hear your call,
When you open your eyes, you see people smiling,
When I open my eyes, I see monsters hiding.
We are so different, you and I,
So why do you insist to cry?
Death is your fear, while death is my fate,
I cannot explain, my death cannot wait.
You've brushed me off so long what's different now?
I won't bother you again on this I vow,
You may think I'm so evil, so mean,
My suicide note a letter from a heartbroken teen.